Hello World … i had a shitty day yesterday. Why?
I have allergic coryza better know as hay fever and i do not know why … yesterday it was so bad … that i felt like dying. It started with a running nose, some sneezing and burning eyes. Than i had the feeling i could not breath…. well i did breath but as hard as i did … i felt no oxygen went into my lungs. Let me tell you what ….. this is a fucking feeling … if i ever die … i hope i never drown or hang from a tree …

it was much better today and i got me some medicine …..

Today was a frustrading day at work…. tons of work and no break …. after i came home i went on my bike and had a nice UPHILL Tour. My legs burn like shit … but i fell g o o d …

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Todays Entry goes out to someone special….
This Thursday …. for most of us a normal average day. For you a sad day. One year ago your Baby Boy Rylee past away. Losing a child .. somethink no one should experience. But you did.
One year …. 365 day …. 8760 hours Time will pass but will not change your feelings Rylee will always be in your heart …

When you told me about your job interview today…. the first thing that cross my mind… your Baby Boy is watching out for you. He is takin care of his mom….
Sam … you are a proud mother, a hard working women and a remarkable Person.

i cross my fingers …. and hope you get that job….

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i know this girl …well she is not a girl more a women. But what the hell…. She always calls me when she s in trouble or need some help or an advice. And because i am a friedly person .. i always try to listen and help her and give her an advice.
Thats okay with me … but any other time she ignores me. I mean whats the deal to say “hi” when you re online? But she doesn t even do that.
Yesterday a friend told me something she said about me and i could not believe what i was told.
She said i kind of strange and she don´t know how to deal with me…. Hey !! If you not sure how then dont!
I was trying to be friendly …
But thats okay…. i guess i m stupid cause i always try to help if someone needs me… I should change my attitute..start to be an asshole… ( like i wrote the other day)

Next time she sends me a message … how should i react? I m not the person who says ” Fuck off bitch”
Any advice World??

Nun auch ein paar Worte in deutsch dazu… Bin ich etwa zu naiv? zu doof und blind?
Mich ärgert so ein Verhalten, aber ich weiss auch nicht wie ich nun reagieren soll …
Am besten Ignorieren … Am meisten ärgert mich das diese Person mir Dinge anvertraut und dann woanders meint ..so nach dem Motto ” ob man dem Vertrauen kann” ….

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i had this conversation the other day .. if women are more into asshole than nice guys. She told me Women are into assholes, but not for long.
But is that the truth?
I know Women that got rid of a perfect asshole and then looked for a nice guy and then found a new Boyfriend that is the perfect copy of the Ex Boyfriend

Why is that so ? Why is it that if your not perfect but you are no women beating asshole you wont get a nice girlfriend?

Maybe im wrong … but maybe im not…

World what do you think ??

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It was the other day… that Samantha came up to me and asked me what bad stuff i wrote about my mother…
i asked her what does she mean? And she told me that she read my article where i wrote that my mother been to an internet cafe. She tried to translate the things that i wrote…. and what came out was something bad.

So to avoid that i will write some stuff in english … this makes my practice my english..

here is a new cool video that i ve found on the net…

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